Wednesday, April 29, 2009

wish

I am so alone. I feel like the world is moving and I am no longer a part of it. I just want someone to care so badly. No one cares, no one will ever care. I try to take my mind off of you but it never works, you constantly come back into my head.
I wish you still cared.
I wish it that it hasn't been 19 days since we have said any words to each other.
I wish you would wrap your arms around me again and tell me that you love me.
No matter what I wish, it will not come true.
These other guys mean nothing to me. I just make myself think that they do so that I will not think about you.
Everything leads to sadness. Every smile, every laugh, they all bring me back. Back to this cold dark world where no one can hear your screams.
I wish someone would take me seriously.
I wish someone would care.

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