Okay, so I went to this landmark creating happiness thing last night. It was amazing! It honestly helped me so much with putting my life into proportion it is incredible! I feel so stupid though because I just like burst out into tears in the middle of it. I realized that throughout the last year or whatever I have been putting my idea of happiness on the idea that my dad had to think I was amazing. If he didn't totally love me and think I was perfect than that meant that I wasn't good enough. I had such crazy expectations for myself that I could never truly be happy and that was so bad for me! Now that I understand this I feel like I'm on the way to truly being happy. I feel so much more calm and less tense and it feels great! I am so happy right now =)
Saturday, May 17, 2008
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