everythings different

This weekend I went to cape may with my family and all of their friends. My mom broke her elbow. And not just like a little break either, like she smashed her elbow. She doesn't have the bump on her elbow anymore, it was smashed into a billion pieces. I feel so badly for her, I really hope shes okay. This just means that she can't work for a couple of months because her job is very hands on. The problem is that she is self employed so she doesnt even get money from the government when she isnt working. I'm really scared that my family isnt going to have enough money to survive. Yeah, I work but I feel like that isn't enough to really help out my family. My birthday is in less than a month, 28 days to be exact, but I'm not expecting anything for it. I know I'm not going to get a party or any presents or anything but thats just how it is going to have to be. I know my family isn't rich and I need to be the least selfish person right now and just try to help out. I just hope that everything will be okay and that her surgery goes well. She hasn't even gotten an appointment yet, I just want everything to be okay again.